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About Me Member Shadow Deviant khaos-is-insane16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Well..

Wed Aug 12, 2009, 7:57 AM
I made mistakes.And i still make them.I am going through a monumental heartbreak and i don't know what to do. I'm sick. I can't sleep. I'm not hungry. My workouts that were simple now cause me aching. I'm short tempered. I cry easily. My heart is aching. My mind is driving me insane. To ease the pain i continue to cause myself more. My flesh is scared. Tissues are covered in blood. And I wake up the next morning and I don't remember what happened. I remember the thoughts. The sting.


The next thing i know i am standing on the ceiling.....


Allowing myself to burn..


&&I've got nothing to live for.
But you.
&& It's not not easy to hide...
All this damage inside...
I'll carry you with me.
Until I'm not alive...

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Black rain by STAIND
  • Reading: My scars
  • Watching: Myself bleed to the floor
  • Playing: Gears of war
  • Eating: crackers
  • Drinking: water

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So what if i want to be numb all the time?

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Pennsylvania
  • Interests: guitar,bass,drums,piano,music,art,german
  • Favourite movie: The nitemare before christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: As I lay dying, atreyu,bless the fall,lamb of god, cradle of filth...ect
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Horror
  • MP3 player of choice: iPOD
  • Favourite game: Devil May Cry 1.2.3

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Comments


:icontw1g9y:
thanks for the fav!

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:iconbloodydream69:
thanks for the fav. =)

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life is a ride. you can either scream and be afraid, or let go and enjoy it.
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:icon280575:
Hi
thanks so much for the fav' [link]
:iconpakajunatufty:
So i was going through your gallery and with about every picture, they looked good but there was just SOMETHING off about them, and i couldnt figure it out, then it came to me, your legs, theyre too short, lengthen them up, its always better to have too long of legs then too short when it comes to art. thought id add some constructive criticism there. hope you improve by it. ^^

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